Wednesday, July 30, 2008

We grew up in the same town, but not in the same world

We grew up in the same town, but not in the same world
I was kidding myself to think that I could have been that girl

CHORUS
You keep me at arm's length
I'm reaching with all my strength
But in the end I'll be laying in my own arms
Not knowing where you are
And trying to forget
That you haven't made your mind up yet

You played me a song you thought I should hear
How could I have known it was meant for her ears

CHORUS

You're illegible
I'm invisible
It's forbiddable
But uncontainable

CHORUS


Sent from my iPhone

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Monday, July 28, 2008

this is why everyone loves my one eyed dog




because she always looks like she's up to something :)

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Thursday, July 24, 2008

one sentence blog

my friends are amazing.

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Friday, July 18, 2008

for braeden




that one is so great, i don't even need to make another one..

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for arlen


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for aaron


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for heather


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for anthony






this is what happens when i only have one baby to take care of on a 12 hour shift...

enjoy!

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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

don't mock me

The apple corporation will NOT have the last word in this matter!

So...I didn't get to purchase an iphone on release day, because I wasn't the primary account holder. Ridiculous. Anyway....they didn't foil my plan to be an apple customer. When I decided that I wanted an iphone, I also decided that eventually, I would also like to purchase a mac computer. I thought I would have to save for weeks to be able to...

Fortunately...this girl in my internship just so happened to be SELLING hers, and for an unbelieveable price....so guess what! I am now a proud owner of ONE of TWO desired mac products. Eventually I will get shipped my iphone...hopefully sooner rather than later.

In other news...I have realized that I need to learn to CALM DOWN. for so long I have wanted to control every aspect of my life. This May, when God took my control of EVERYTHING away, is when he hopped in the driver's seat. I never thought that I would enjoy being in the passenger seat in my life. I always wanted to know what the big picture was, and I guess I wanted to help God paint it. Now that I have relinquished my control in my life, he has been faithful to show me little specs of the big picture every day.

The problem with seeing the big picture is...sometimes you don't know how to get there. So my next prayer will be for patience. Although I know some of the things that are in store for my life, I continue to want to "help God along" by pushing certain things into existence. I know he will, if its his will. That's where I need to calm down.

I am truly happy with where my life is going. Probably because its finally moving in the right direction.

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Friday, July 11, 2008

Almost there

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line

In line for new iPHONE been here since 6

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Thursday, July 3, 2008

An actual headline

In the glen rose,tx local newspaper.
I think it speaks for itself.

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Wednesday, July 2, 2008

vacation

mini-vacation, local style. going to glen rose for the night and hanging with the fam. possibly some tanning will be involved. and probably some really big laughs. i love my family more than even i can understand.

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ok, so maybe i'm a full convert

my excellent friend, heather b, has baptized me in the waters of john mayer, and i am SOOOOOOOO grateful!!!!!!!!!!! i think she's converted me to a real fan. its been years since i had an artist that i could really relate to, and its an amazing feeling to have that back. i think this is the beginning of what could be a beautiful relationship between me and john mayer.:)

and...we went to bridge the gap tonight, which was awesome, and frustrating at the same time. but mostly beneficial to my spiritual walk. we took a test, somewhat like one you would see in christian cosmo, about spiritual gifts. I found out that my top three are:
1. discernment
2. mercy
3. prophecy

one of these frightens me. i'll give you three guesses, but i think you'll only need one. i think that God has for sure shown me things that he hasn't shown others about the direction in which they are going. sometimes i even feel like i can see the end product of people's bad and good decisions. i see mine too, but those are harder to swallow. on many of the huge decisions i make in my life, i can see what the end outcome is going to look like depending on which path i take, and a lot of times...the one i wanted to take, is not the one God had planned for me.

Recently there have been things popping up all around me that suggest to me that I am doing exactly what God has wanted me to do for so long. Like little pats on the back from the Almighty. He has blessed me recently with some really great friends, the job of my dreams, and a peace of mind about my life. and things keep coming up in church, at bridge the gap, and even at STAMPING parties that have to do with submitting to God's plans, even if its in a really uncomfortable place for you.

oh and by the way, there's no way i would have made it through this eye-opening beginning to a summer without heather b. you have truly been a consistent presence in my life when NOTHING was consistent...and i believe that there is a reason for that.

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